its been awhile...

its been awhile since my last post. ive been so busy with life that i couldnt even breathe. lately a lot of things have happened. but the most recent and heart wrenching is the passing of my grandmother.

about a month ago she had a heart attack. it lasted for quite awhile. but then who knew that one heart attack would be your last. the heart attack had caused my grandmother brain damage. the doctors said only time will tell how long she will be with us. on the 7th of october 2009, 6.55 a.m, she passed away. i was shocked and sad. my cousin picked me up from college and brought me home.

by the time i reached home everyone was there. then i saw my grandmother`s face for one last time. it was a sad day for everyone in my family. never had i cried so much in my life. i learned that our lives are only superficial. that it doesnt matter that much. but what matters, is what we do in our lives. to prepare ourselves to be invited by god. the deeds that we do, would place us in heaven or hell.

"life is about learning. learn everything from life and learn what you can from death."-amsyar-