Some people wait for a surprise. They wait for something to wow them. But a surprise can be a thing that upsets you. Like knowing you`re gonna get married and in the end surprisingly your future spouse doesnt love you anymore. Surprise isnt it??
That is whyI hate surprises. You might never know it will do you any good or bad in the end. I had bad experiences with surprises and none of them are to my liking. Which is why I came up with a conclusion to not expect anything from anyone. No expectations = no harm. Dont expect anything. That way if anyone suprises you badly, no harm can be done.
Unfortunately, recently I let my guard down and got surprised. The result, I was moody the whole day. Hurting the one I love. And a very painful headache. Then I looked in a mirror and said "Stupid". What I saw wasnt my face. I saw a monster. I hated myself for what I am. A monster that should be locked in a cell. Away from others so it wont hurt other people.
Now I am in a cell. Away from the people I love. So I wont hurt them again....
i was touched by your words! u realy regret it don't you...relax, take a deep breath, clear your mind for awhile, be with no one but yourself then wake up think positive and do what's u think benefits u and your love ones!
ReplyDeletespeak for yourself, i love surprises :P
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