I got TAGGED...

1.What have you been doing recently?
Reading breaking dawn...

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yes..when ever i get a heart ache

3.What happened at 10am today?
in the car going to the hospital...

4.When did you last cry?
when i left japan

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
maybe

6.What do you want in your life now?
own life..

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
hood

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
lie down and drop dead...heheh

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
pants

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
love msgs..

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
sometimes..

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope

13.What was the last movie you caught?
underworld 3

14.What are you proud of?
nothing yet

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
oh..bagus2...

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
after dark=asian kung fu generation

17.Do you have any nicknames?
tunnie

18.What does the newest text say?
secret

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
1 am

20.Are you currently happy?
so-so

21.Who gives you the best advise?
mom

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yup

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
my luvly

24.Is something bugging you now?
a lot u cant imagine

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
my luvly

A Brunes Day Out

It was a a fine day to go out with my friends from school. It`s been awhile since I`ve seen them. One was drafted into PLKN so a lot has changed. All 4 of us gathered in front of McD in Mid Valley. I couldn`t find them at first. There were so many people there. Way too crowded. I hate crowded places. Too noisy. I have sensitive ears. Then I saw Faez`s tall bald head. He was a tall cat. 5`8. So I spotted him immediately.

Nine and Nish were already with him. Both of them were the same as I last saw them. Faez was the most different. Black and bald. What do you expect from a PLKN trainee?? Then I gave them their souvenirs I bought from Japan. Then we headed to McD and had some snacks. We talked about how life is now and mostly I teased Faez for his appearance. That`s me. Always the loud one. The one who always say mean things sometimes. My mom calls me House because I somewhat resembled his attitude.

Then we went in for the movie. We sat at the highest seat in the theater. We were also the ones making so much noise. It was a good thing we didn`t have popcorn. If we did, we would have thrown them around to people sat in front. The movie was so boring. Underworld 3 was not as I expected to be.

After the movie, we followed Faez to find a gift for his to-be girlfriend. I felt so weird because the store was full of girls. Really weird. When we found the gift, it was time to depart. I didn`t go home, because I had to run to the hospital to see my grandfather. It was fun day for me. 3 of my closest friends together. Lots of memories together. GOOD TimES

College Pressure

It`s every mother`s dream to see their children go to college and succeed. Especially their eldest. I always dreamed of going to college. Now that road is upon me and there are so many choices to take. I would love to take them all. But I can only handle one at a time. My dilemma now is choice. Whether I should follow what I want or to follow what my father wants.

You see, my father wants me to take a course which can make me be the boss later. He would want me to be a specialist doctor so I can be my own boss. The thing is I thing is I hate biology. So why would I take up something I hate as my future career? My mom tells me do what you want to do. I agree with my mom. Still my dad has his way in trying to persuade me to become a doctor. Which really ticks me off. Who cares. I want to do what I want which is to study engineering. You want a doctor in the family, go ahead and be a doctor yourself. That`s what I kept saying in my head every time he tries to persuade me.

I still thinking of what course to take besides engineering. Maybe actuarial science or something like that. But I have my sights on electronic engineering. But still, I am not sure what so ever. I have to get a scholarship to help my financing. I am flat broke. We just have to see what happens.

Friends In The Psycho Ward

Recently, my grandfather was admitted into the psycho ward in HUKM for observation. He has something that`s called vascular dementia. It`s almost like Alzheimer`s disease. So he forgets things. He doesn`t remember me. Sometimes he throws tantrums for no apparent reason. That`s why they had to admit him.

The first step I took into the ward, I was a bit afraid. What else can you think about a psycho ward? A ward full of psychos. I was like paranoid when I entered. Looking at their faces. It really was scary. Maybe it was because I was wearing shades. I don`t know. There were people screaming and shouting. This one guy who I call TAIKO was a patient from Tanjung Rambutan. I called him Taiko because he was the only one who was wearing jeans and was giving orders to other patients.

Anyway, at first I was scared of them. They looked like dimwitted people whose heads are empty. But soon after, I got to know a little a bit about them and found out some interesting things.

• One patient was under influence of ICE. So he is always quiet at times except in the evenings. In the evenings, he will always sing for no apparent reason.
• One chinese patient was in the ward for something(I don`t know. I was afraid to ask) he did that was against the law. The thing is, he let his friends get away with it but he stayed behind for no apparent reason.
  
• One patient was in for depression. But I noticed that he kept smiling for no reason. One time, he hid under his sheets and masturbated. I was like,"uh,ok"weird bugger

I made friends with the Taiko who was a lot of fun. Lots of funny stories. The chinese patient also became my friend. He was also very funny. But there was one patient who was bipolar. That guy has some problems. He tried to escape then the Medical Assistant aprehanded him and restrained him to his bed. I was worried he would attack people for no reason. He also managed to piss off Taiko. He hit the bipolar with a ping pong bat. Oh yeah, did I mention these psychos were good at ping pong?(HAHA)

So basically it was fun hangin around in the psycho ward. But I surely don`t want to be there for a long time. ehhehh..